Signed books

Signed books

What Are You Seeking?

We all seek things in this world that we think will satisfy us because it makes sense and is the most comfortable path. Our lives are filled with so many uncertainties. That the trials we endure sometimes seem overwhelming. We unravel at the seams, wondering what's next. Our culture teaches us little about the importance of unconditional love and happiness, but what if I told you...

Jesus, the Son of God, is precisely that and more. God, who spoke the world into existence, sent His only Son to save the world, not condemn it. Making a way for you and me to experience what it is like to be free from sin and grave.

In this book, you will find a sinless man. Who carried a cross to Calvary, where He shed His blood and died. A love so pure that while taking His last breath, He uttered, "Father, forgive them, for they know not what they do." If you are burdened and bound to the chains of your life, Jesus says, "Seek Me."

In the spring of 1953, I realized I was stuck in a dead-end job and had no social life, so I bought a ticket, jumped on a Greyhound bus, and headed for New York City, where the magic happens. City lights, Broadway shows, careers take off, and romances bloom. I landed a job as a weekly columnist at The New York Herald Tribune. It paid well and was within walking distance of where I was staying. I was making it happen; life was going well, and then…..


He walked into my life.


Paul Rouleau, a bellhop at the hotel where I was staying, unexpectedly changed everything. He was tall, dark, and handsome, with a smile that could light up a room and a charm that was impossible to resist. He wasn’t part of my plans, but he persisted in his pursuit of me. I was focused on my career and didn’t think I needed or wanted him, but he became all I could think about. I was drawn to him like a moth to a flame. Little did I know that six months later, my life would be transformed in ways I never could have imagined.
This is…. The Untold Story of My Love.


This story is loosely based on my grandmother, Mary Ann Gonsalves. Love letters written, a forbidden romance, and finding true happiness where you least expect it.